epiphany

So the most amazing thing has happened to me and I want to shout it off the rooftops:

"I'M HAPPY DAMMIT!"

The most bizarre thing has happened to me- I am changing my life to one I want to live.

Even when I'm bored or tired, I think to myself "I'm pretty fucking happy."

I took inventory of the things in my life that brought my stress and grief and I fixed them.

My job? Got a new one. My apartment? Moved out. My boyfriend? Dumped him.

(Not my current boyfriend, I love him. He rocks! I mean my crappy boyfriend from last year)


I don't know, maybe this is all just fleeting. Maybe this too shall pass. Maybe I'm in for a crap ton of heartbreak. But I like to think that this is the scales evening out. All those years of being saddened and alone and now I've stepped out into the light. And if this is fleeting, at least I know that I'm enjoying it.

This may also be another sign of the apocalpse, in case anyone is keeping track.

Stay fresh!

p.s. I have a kitten and he's uhh-door-uhh-bull!