because I worked out tonight. GASP! Yes, I indeed did work out. I know I said earlier that I was working out, but I wasn't. I'm a liar. But I really think I'm going to work out now because Brittany from my work came over and we went to my apartment's gym and worked out for like an hour. We decided that we're going three times a week. And we really will go three times a week. When Brittany says she's going to do something, she does it. I find it a little annoying at times (because I'm a liar) but maybe I will stick to working out.
I need to find someone that works for the airlines. Veronica and I need buddy passes. Badly.
Next week I'm doing my taxes. I already called my dad and told him I was coming over. GASP again! What is going on with me? I call my dad, I have a clean room, I'm working out? I don't know either. But this should continue.
The Biff lovefest on Vday went well. There were no pictures, so I can't post anything :( Bum-doodle.
But on another bum-doodle note, I haven't started my UC paperwork but I sincerely intend on doing it tomorrow.
I'm listening to Make Damn Sure by Taking Back Sunday, which as my Annabelle knows, makes me want a cigarette. So that's what I'm going to go do. Smoke up Johnny! (10 pts if you know what that's from :) )
Stay fresh yo
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
my dvd collection is growing strong
despite the minor setback that many of them seem to be missing, such as Elizabethtown, 300, Grandma's Boy, 40 year Old Virgin, among others. I'm annoyed that they are gone, what the hell. Anyways I have been compulsively buying online, but the buck stops here. No more will I fall victim to the easiness of shopping in my underwear at 2 in the morning on a mere whim of a movie I feel like watching. That being said, I recently spent $50 (10 of it going to shipping costs unfortunately) on Grey's Anatomy Season 4, St. Elmo's Fire, Ferris Bueller, Pretty in Pink, Some Kind of Wonderful, and Say Anything. I don't think I really have to explain the mood I was in except I finally found Grey's S4 pretty cheap and I needed to finish off the show.
I finally got my passport photo as well, a step in the right direction for PlanEuro. I just need to finish applying for it. I have all the paperwork filled out and right next to me as I type. But it's expensive and if the weather hadn't been so horrendous my paycheck would've been a wee bit better. (That combined with I have been a horrible compulsive online shopper.)
I was counting on my tax return to pay for my plane ticket to Europe but it looks as though I made like just above $10,000 which apparently means you get nothing back at all. Great!! I won't actually know though until I do my taxes. So until then, keep your fingers crossed that by some stoke of fate, I will actually get my money back.
On a good note, I've been somewhat productive. I finally put my bed together and even slept in it last night (which is unusual for me) as well as planning a Valentine's Day lovefest so I'm not too bitter and cynical. It started off as a somewhat small get together with a couple (literally three) girls from my work to watch cheesy chick flicks and devour Little Cesaers Pizza and chocolate ice cream, but now the total in attendance is expected to be like 11 (including myself) which is alot. If you haven't seen my mom's apartment, it's not very big and my mom is in fact going to be in the next room and since the number has increased the need for alcohol has also been expressed. I'm actually really excited. Maybe I'll post a picture. Or two.
I've been pretty boring recently. I've just been cleaning, reading, driving the two seconds to work, and working. I need to get a jump start on my school stuff for spring quarter. My goal is to have everything done by this time next week. I'll let you know if I do. Since I don't do anything anymore I'll actually be more likely to do it.
well I guess, just stay fresh yo.
I finally got my passport photo as well, a step in the right direction for PlanEuro. I just need to finish applying for it. I have all the paperwork filled out and right next to me as I type. But it's expensive and if the weather hadn't been so horrendous my paycheck would've been a wee bit better. (That combined with I have been a horrible compulsive online shopper.)
I was counting on my tax return to pay for my plane ticket to Europe but it looks as though I made like just above $10,000 which apparently means you get nothing back at all. Great!! I won't actually know though until I do my taxes. So until then, keep your fingers crossed that by some stoke of fate, I will actually get my money back.
On a good note, I've been somewhat productive. I finally put my bed together and even slept in it last night (which is unusual for me) as well as planning a Valentine's Day lovefest so I'm not too bitter and cynical. It started off as a somewhat small get together with a couple (literally three) girls from my work to watch cheesy chick flicks and devour Little Cesaers Pizza and chocolate ice cream, but now the total in attendance is expected to be like 11 (including myself) which is alot. If you haven't seen my mom's apartment, it's not very big and my mom is in fact going to be in the next room and since the number has increased the need for alcohol has also been expressed. I'm actually really excited. Maybe I'll post a picture. Or two.
I've been pretty boring recently. I've just been cleaning, reading, driving the two seconds to work, and working. I need to get a jump start on my school stuff for spring quarter. My goal is to have everything done by this time next week. I'll let you know if I do. Since I don't do anything anymore I'll actually be more likely to do it.
well I guess, just stay fresh yo.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
lots to do but no desire to do it
This happens all too often to me, I have tons of shit to do and absolutely no desire to do any of it. Actually, right now I don't have too much to do honestly. I work like 30 hours a week and I'm not in school and I live like 5 minutes max away from my job so majority of my time I spend fucking around. Nice, right? But do I unpack? Nah. Do I set up my bed? Nah. It's fine leaning against the mini fridge that morgan said she would pick up last week. My clothes are fine in random piles on the floor.
I think that if it warms up this weekend like its supposed to I will find a surprising amount of new found energy. I hate the winter. I wish I were a bear and I could sleep through it all. The snow, the scrapping of windshields, the slush, the gloves, Christmas, you can keep it all. I'd rather be sweating my ass off in 100+ heat. I actually love sweating my ass off in 100+ heat. I live for it. I think the coldness kills my spirit. Ugh, how much longer will I have to endure the winter for? When will it thaw? I'm guessing about 6 weeks-ish. I cannot wait!
I just finished reading All Quiet On The Western Front and I was concerned that I wasn't going to be able to handle it. I've never read it before, shocking I know. But when I was cleaning out my closet before I moved back in with my mum I found it in my "Kevin" box. Kevin had good taste in books so I decided that just because he gave it to me doesn't mean it has to sit in a box and go on unread. And I stuffed Kevin's stuff in another random box without looking at it. I want to keep those love letters. It's nice to know that at one point in my life I compelled someone to write such lovely things. But I guess finding my "Kevin" box opened up a big cosmic joke on me. I have seen Kevin 3 times in the past 2 weeks. I haven't even seen him in 2 years and then I see him 3 times. Once at a hockey game, and he hates hockey, and just sports in general. It was just weird. And it's annoying. Because I always look like shit. And it's not like it really matters. But no one wants to run into their ex every single time they go out, especially if they don't look their best. Ugh.
But Kevin was not the point of this. The book was. So I'm reading this intense book and it's like reading my diary, it's so incredibly intimate. But somehow I don't cry. And I cry at everything. I cry at like episodes of C.S.I. and I don't cry while reading this book which is about a subject so incredibly personal me. I didn't cry that is until the last 10 pages or so. Then I sobbed to the point that I was starting to hyperventilate. Poor Holly, she just sat there not knowing what to do. One moment she's watching something on George Carlin on T.V. and the next she has comfort me while I freak out. I don't know what happened, its like something triggered in my brain and all hell broke loose. Needless to say I won't be rereading that book anytime soon, I need an emotional break.
Anyways, I'm supposed to go out with Jesse tomorrow night at some bar downtown. Who knows if that will really happen. Holly asked me to go to some nice bar downtown tonight, but I couldn't. We even would have had discount drinks. Just couldn't go. Just couldn't. Perhaps Sunday I will go over to Veronica's new place and we'll have a Sunday Sad day night. We also need to get our shit together for Europe.
I need some motivation.
I think that if it warms up this weekend like its supposed to I will find a surprising amount of new found energy. I hate the winter. I wish I were a bear and I could sleep through it all. The snow, the scrapping of windshields, the slush, the gloves, Christmas, you can keep it all. I'd rather be sweating my ass off in 100+ heat. I actually love sweating my ass off in 100+ heat. I live for it. I think the coldness kills my spirit. Ugh, how much longer will I have to endure the winter for? When will it thaw? I'm guessing about 6 weeks-ish. I cannot wait!
I just finished reading All Quiet On The Western Front and I was concerned that I wasn't going to be able to handle it. I've never read it before, shocking I know. But when I was cleaning out my closet before I moved back in with my mum I found it in my "Kevin" box. Kevin had good taste in books so I decided that just because he gave it to me doesn't mean it has to sit in a box and go on unread. And I stuffed Kevin's stuff in another random box without looking at it. I want to keep those love letters. It's nice to know that at one point in my life I compelled someone to write such lovely things. But I guess finding my "Kevin" box opened up a big cosmic joke on me. I have seen Kevin 3 times in the past 2 weeks. I haven't even seen him in 2 years and then I see him 3 times. Once at a hockey game, and he hates hockey, and just sports in general. It was just weird. And it's annoying. Because I always look like shit. And it's not like it really matters. But no one wants to run into their ex every single time they go out, especially if they don't look their best. Ugh.
But Kevin was not the point of this. The book was. So I'm reading this intense book and it's like reading my diary, it's so incredibly intimate. But somehow I don't cry. And I cry at everything. I cry at like episodes of C.S.I. and I don't cry while reading this book which is about a subject so incredibly personal me. I didn't cry that is until the last 10 pages or so. Then I sobbed to the point that I was starting to hyperventilate. Poor Holly, she just sat there not knowing what to do. One moment she's watching something on George Carlin on T.V. and the next she has comfort me while I freak out. I don't know what happened, its like something triggered in my brain and all hell broke loose. Needless to say I won't be rereading that book anytime soon, I need an emotional break.
Anyways, I'm supposed to go out with Jesse tomorrow night at some bar downtown. Who knows if that will really happen. Holly asked me to go to some nice bar downtown tonight, but I couldn't. We even would have had discount drinks. Just couldn't go. Just couldn't. Perhaps Sunday I will go over to Veronica's new place and we'll have a Sunday Sad day night. We also need to get our shit together for Europe.
I need some motivation.
Friday, January 30, 2009
moving on up...
Back in with my mom! Ha, but really though, I am. To be quite honest, I don't mind as much as I thought I would. Probably because I have a bomb ass mom. That and I'm saving all my dollar dollar bills so I can go to Europe this August.
Veronica and I are planning an epic month long trip to Europe and we're only packing condoms and fresh underwear. Well, half that sentence was true. We are planning on going to Europe but we'll pack other things as well. I'll get to see Maggie again and meet her hot Czech boyfriend and all will be right in the world.
So for "PlanEuro" to go as planned, I have to save money. For me that meant moving back in with my mums and dropping out of school, for a semester. I'll be back spring quarter, have no fear. So I have been cutting back smoking and going out. And I plan on using this time off school to catch up with reading and revitalize my life, get my shit together. I'm working out which is crazy time for me. I'm trying to fix everything that is wrong. And save money.
Well, I have to finish clearing out my room so I can finish moving in the morning, fun fun! I will just be grateful when this weekend is over and I'm all done moving. And I don't have to go back and forth from my house to my moms and to work. And I can stop living out of my overnight bag.
Well now you know the layout of my diabolical scheme. Mwhahaha
Til next time... stay fresh yo!
Veronica and I are planning an epic month long trip to Europe and we're only packing condoms and fresh underwear. Well, half that sentence was true. We are planning on going to Europe but we'll pack other things as well. I'll get to see Maggie again and meet her hot Czech boyfriend and all will be right in the world.
So for "PlanEuro" to go as planned, I have to save money. For me that meant moving back in with my mums and dropping out of school, for a semester. I'll be back spring quarter, have no fear. So I have been cutting back smoking and going out. And I plan on using this time off school to catch up with reading and revitalize my life, get my shit together. I'm working out which is crazy time for me. I'm trying to fix everything that is wrong. And save money.
Well, I have to finish clearing out my room so I can finish moving in the morning, fun fun! I will just be grateful when this weekend is over and I'm all done moving. And I don't have to go back and forth from my house to my moms and to work. And I can stop living out of my overnight bag.
Well now you know the layout of my diabolical scheme. Mwhahaha
Til next time... stay fresh yo!
Monday, January 26, 2009
no obama bobble head for me
Sadness invades my life because I did not get an Obama bobble head at the hockey game this past Saturday. I was ticked, literally the last one was given to the person in front of me. Seriously, I mean seriously? I tried to buy one from a guy and his wife/girlfriend/sister/woman that was with him and he goes I'm sorry but we actually voted for him. Okay? So did I, fuck face. And so I ranted about how his vote really doesn't matter, a middle age white man's vote? Yeah okay, Ohio is a swing state and women from the suburbs are the swing voters. Being that I am a woman from the suburbs living in a swing state, I think that means that my voted kinda sorta counted for more. Hmmm. Oh yeah and the fact that I'm in the 18-29 age bracket, which came out in record numbers for this election again reiterates the fact that my vote actually mattered. But whatever "dude selfishly hoarding two Obama bobbleheads even though I was going to buy it off of you"! You voted for Obama, whoop-dee-doo! And I continued to bitch on our way out to the car until I saw a homeless lady and then I was like wow, I suck.
Perspective sucks.
I'm in the process of moving this week. I don't know how or when I'm actually going to move because everyone is too busy to help me and I don't have a way to get my shit from point A to point B. This is presenting itself as a problem for me.
And I don't have the internet at my current house so right now I'm at my mom's in my mom's room and she is snoring. I'm trying to be quiet but lets be real here. My quiet is another man's "turn down that music before I call the fucking cops!". Good thing my mom could sleep through the freaking circus. Or a parade.
I feel like I've ranted for far too long. Lets hope that this snow storm passes over (please please please pass over!). I don't want to drive in a blizzard to work. Bleh.
Well, til next time... stay fresh.
Perspective sucks.
I'm in the process of moving this week. I don't know how or when I'm actually going to move because everyone is too busy to help me and I don't have a way to get my shit from point A to point B. This is presenting itself as a problem for me.
And I don't have the internet at my current house so right now I'm at my mom's in my mom's room and she is snoring. I'm trying to be quiet but lets be real here. My quiet is another man's "turn down that music before I call the fucking cops!". Good thing my mom could sleep through the freaking circus. Or a parade.
I feel like I've ranted for far too long. Lets hope that this snow storm passes over (please please please pass over!). I don't want to drive in a blizzard to work. Bleh.
Well, til next time... stay fresh.
Monday, January 19, 2009
well jane's not actually my name...
and I'm mostly (or completely) only making this blog so I can keep in contact with Annie.
If you care to read, you will see all the fascinating things that tickle my brain throughout the day/week and that I felt like sharing with all the strangers among the internet. It's going to be GREAT!
First up, I'm learning spanish via a podcast. I want a Spanish lover. Is that really so much to ask for?
Secondly, I have a Streetlight Manifesto song stuck in my head and its been there for a week, at least. I think I'm going to start charging it rent if it doesn't get out of there soon.
Thirdly, I just bought Grey's Anatomy Season 3 on Friday and now am anxiously awaiting its arrival. Deliver sooner!!!!!!!!
Fourthly, and finally, I am jonesing for some ice cream, and I mean bad!
Well, I've gotta go see if I can get my VCR to record something so I can record the inaugural speech tomorrow. YES WE CAN, and yes people still do own VCRs, or at least I do.
til next time.... stay fresh.
If you care to read, you will see all the fascinating things that tickle my brain throughout the day/week and that I felt like sharing with all the strangers among the internet. It's going to be GREAT!
First up, I'm learning spanish via a podcast. I want a Spanish lover. Is that really so much to ask for?
Secondly, I have a Streetlight Manifesto song stuck in my head and its been there for a week, at least. I think I'm going to start charging it rent if it doesn't get out of there soon.
Thirdly, I just bought Grey's Anatomy Season 3 on Friday and now am anxiously awaiting its arrival. Deliver sooner!!!!!!!!
Fourthly, and finally, I am jonesing for some ice cream, and I mean bad!
Well, I've gotta go see if I can get my VCR to record something so I can record the inaugural speech tomorrow. YES WE CAN, and yes people still do own VCRs, or at least I do.
til next time.... stay fresh.
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